.....So Zoned.....
Been crazy busy this week...hopefully I'll get some post up this weekend tho...been slacking a lil' bit. I'm so in LoVe with my new template...so I think i'm gonna keep it for a while (maybe?)!I have to say watching the new show on MTV Taking The Stage is like super depressing...lol. Not really, but makes me miss my high school days @ CAPA (the performing arts h.s. here in Philly). I swear if I could relive those 4 years over and over again.... I would! LoVed it there... I have yet to catch up on any other of my FAV shows but may this weekend...(thanks to TIVO). But I did watch Tyra Banks Show when Steve Harvey was on there....and I must say it was nice to see a show of hers where she wasn't constantly comparing her guest situations to her own...I LOVE her show but she can be very me, me, me and more me sometimes....it's like okay we get it geesh.
I started reading a new book called the Outliers....but I'll leave info on that in another post tomorrow when I update the weekly NOTEWORTHINESS and BRAIN FOOD links!
I have been meaning to do some writing for both my novel manuscript and music this week but haven't....every time I try I get like majorly zoned out. No thoughts running, no movement just zoned out....staring into nothingness.
I had this super crazy dream the other night....more like nightmare tho....I'm not even gonna go into detail cause it was very evil-esque and I'm trying not to think about it but it keeps popping into my head. I have this thing called "Sleep Paralysis" which has been gradually getting worst and more scary as time goes on....My family, friends and I call them "Episodes"...and usually (like the other night) when I have an "episode" I am also "dreaming" and I'm actually awake and aware of everything going on around me at the same time...It's like being in 2 different dimensions/worlds at the same time and watching it like its a movie playing...very,very, very odd and seriously nerve wrecking...lol. You'd think I would be used to it by now cause I've been experiencing it since I was a young child but NOPE. It still makes my heart beat so fast and hard you can feel my heart beat by just gently touching your finger tip to my skin. But whatever.....Indigos/Crystals/Starseeds live on strong and conquer dreams to extraordinary heights, as I am and will always do!!!!!!
SMH....Oh the many stories I could share with you of the happens of my "Episodes"....but you'll soon come to know as that is what my book is based upon...Which I believe is why i'm having such a hard time writing it...cause frankly most of it i'd rather forget even tho I know it's purpose is "good"...still to experience it is scary as hell 98% of the time....but to all I know who have heard of the happenings of it all are always like,"you should write a book"...So I am and hopefully it'll be not only a great novel but also a source to shed some more light along the way for myself as well as others like me! Who knows...?
And now I find myself zoning out again, so with that.....oh wait MUCH LOVE to all my followers old and new xoxo to you all!
Forever and Always Love,
Kisa Zoea
Yea I must agree with the Tyra thing sometimes she makes me change the channel because she's always seeking attention or redundant with her topics.
Take the Stage is funny but some what predictable ?No? I love the dances and songs that their coming up with but it just seems like another reality show (smh)